Kickstart to healthiness

Today was Day 1 of starting blogilates for the year. It's quite late then my intended resolution start, but nonetheless I have started it! And boy, was it tough. My ab strength has somewhat deteriorated. (SOB) The moves that I could do last year was now quite hard to do. BOOOOO HISSS I now have to put in extra effort to get fit! That includes eating healthier!

Speaking of which, I'm right now preparing Avocado and tomato spread on wholemeal bread with boiled broccoli and egg! I plan to turn it into a lifestyle. I want to have a future that does not include obesity related health problems.

Ofcourse I will have to have some YOLO meals I mean come on, you're talking to the girl that puts 3 sugars in her tea.

It's going to be tough guys, but I will get there! >:D

Home

It's been well over a week since I got home. To Melbourne that is! I'm trying my best to get a job and I'm going to kick start my fitness regime on Monday since my fast internet is back on. It's time for me to take my lifestyle seriously. That includes sleeping early (erk) , eating healthy, exercising regularly and being positive and happy.

You know, I started out this year quite.... out of plan. I was angry. Angry at my friendships. Angry at money issues. Angry at society. Well... I was just an angry person. I felt unappreciated and as if my life wasn't going anywhere. You have no idea how desperate I am to go to school. I want to be around people my age and have that usual pre-test stress (lololol) . Sounds cheesy... but it's been awhile since I've been to school. Nowadays... I just feel alone.


But I need to change. I need to get myself out there. Everything will fall into place. It just takes time. Somedays I don't feel like waiting, and that's where I need someone to reassure me.

Right now, only I can reassure myself.

Exhausted

I have a love-hate relationship with my job . Since I'm at customer service, it makes me feel good if a genuine nice customer greets me and I serve him/her properly. However, the ones that are so picky, rude and racist just gets on my nerves. Like what the actual fuck. Anyways, I'm doing this job just for the money and experience. That sounds horrible, but working in Singapore is the worst possible thing you can do. So so SO keen to go back to Melbourne and be happy again. Australia is now my home.

I'm looking forward to starting school and getting respectable pay at my choice of work place and just being in Australia is great! 

Not long now!

But I'm kinda not looking forward to sharing a place with my sister. She can really frustrate me and she can be very mean and heartless when it comes to words. You know sometimes I feel like punching, then proceeding to kicking the shit out of her, but what can I do to that lazy asshole, she's my , sigh, sister after all. 

My goal is to move out when I'm at university into an apartment by myself and get a siberian husky named Shima! It'll be gr8.

On the other hand, Boss Mabel episode coming out Feb 15th!

Yay!

sigh

Friends are a fucking waste of time.

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Feeling quite unappreciated lately. :(

Why did I even

First day of werk (twerk) was hectic. I managed to piss 2 people off lol. The first one was a lady. I kept stuffing up the card machine (hey I don't do well under pressure should I even be a doctor lol) and she lost patience. I WAS ABOUT TO GIVE HER THE RIGHT CARD and she walked off. sigh.

The second one was completely unnecessary. I was manning the redemption counter and this old guy comes up. I SWEAR I heard him say "Where's the Home Department" so I said B1. Then he looked at me in this irritating manner and emphasised as if I was dumb, " Are. You. Sure. The Men's Underwear Section!?!?!" I wanted to punch him. I apologised since it was supposedly the right thing to do and I said it was on L3. He then asked for a specific brand. How the hell am I supposed the know every brand? So I politely told him to head to the Customer's Service desk on L2 as they can navigate on the computer on the specific brand. He then insulted me saying I don't know anything and mumbling probably some more insults.

SIGH.

Other than those 2 boneheads, there were some lovely customers that made my day so much better. Customers who greet me with smiles and enthusiasm deserve cookies or smth.

Let's hope Day 2 of work tomorrow goes well!

First Day of Work

I am totally nervous.

I went out today with my mum and bro and got tons of stuff JUST for work ( I mean come on really)
Since I am manning the customer service desk, I have to look nice...for once. I got M.A.C makeup, contact lenses, hair gel , tailored black pants, work shoes. Sigh might as well take my whole pay check.

I need to wake up early tomorrow since I have to do an hours worth of blogilates exercise, get dressed, pack my lunch and head out of the door before 8.

Wish me tons of luck guys. Let's hope I don't freak people out at the service desk with lipstick on my teeth.