It's been well over a week since I got home. To Melbourne that is! I'm trying my best to get a job and I'm going to kick start my fitness regime on Monday since my fast internet is back on. It's time for me to take my lifestyle seriously. That includes sleeping early (erk) , eating healthy, exercising regularly and being positive and happy.
You know, I started out this year quite.... out of plan. I was angry. Angry at my friendships. Angry at money issues. Angry at society. Well... I was just an angry person. I felt unappreciated and as if my life wasn't going anywhere. You have no idea how desperate I am to go to school. I want to be around people my age and have that usual pre-test stress (lololol) . Sounds cheesy... but it's been awhile since I've been to school. Nowadays... I just feel alone.
But I need to change. I need to get myself out there. Everything will fall into place. It just takes time. Somedays I don't feel like waiting, and that's where I need someone to reassure me.
Right now, only I can reassure myself.
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