I really don't understand

Why do people get things that other people deserve more of? My fucking sister gets to go to school, and she doesn't even want to do the course that she applied for. AND I DON'T AND I'M STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL. I'm supposed to be graduating this year but I'm being held back a year since I missed so much school.

Life is so unfair.
It really is...

The other day my sister stated she sometimes wonders why we're in Australia, cause it seems we pay bills all the time here. Qurl I would rather be here than in Singapore. Australia will forever be my home. Can't my sister go back and give me my life back? This sounds super selfish... but I feel as if she's taking away what is mine. She's is totally not independent for a 21 year old. Seriously.

I would rather be living in my own apartment with my dream dog and invite friends over whenever and just be... chill.

ugh okay I'm going to do some blogilates so ease the stress away. >:(

Kickstart to healthiness

Today was Day 1 of starting blogilates for the year. It's quite late then my intended resolution start, but nonetheless I have started it! And boy, was it tough. My ab strength has somewhat deteriorated. (SOB) The moves that I could do last year was now quite hard to do. BOOOOO HISSS I now have to put in extra effort to get fit! That includes eating healthier!

Speaking of which, I'm right now preparing Avocado and tomato spread on wholemeal bread with boiled broccoli and egg! I plan to turn it into a lifestyle. I want to have a future that does not include obesity related health problems.

Ofcourse I will have to have some YOLO meals I mean come on, you're talking to the girl that puts 3 sugars in her tea.

It's going to be tough guys, but I will get there! >:D

2k13

We didn't die of the supposed Mayan Apocalypse.
The gang rape victim in Delhi didn't survive. (RIP)
Gangnam Style reached a billion views.
A teenage girl in Pakistan got shot for being active in role of fighting for education for girls.
A truckload of viral videos have circled around the net.
And another year goes by.
Pretty sure other fucked up shit happened but I can't remember trolol


Anyways, I started the New Year with a bang yesterday.At midnight, I watched the fireworks from the Singapore flyer with my bro and dad whilst we ate Popeyes chicken (lol) . I did 45 mins of HIIT cardio the following morning and ate healthily. And...I basically read fanfics and watched Pewdie and AllShamNoWow play games on Youtube hehe

Today I woke up and commenced by blogilates calendar! Which meant 15 push ups , followed by a series of cardio videos! And yes, I literally was sweating bullets. Like they say, sweat is just fat crying!

This #jaNEWary I aim to kick of my healthy regime. Which means YOLO meals are restricted to once a week.

My Resolutions:
- Make Healthier choices
- Complete the blogilates calendar up to Dec 2013
- Do my best in school
- Don't bother about unnecessary people
- Be more self confident
- Save money
- Learn a new language
- Be nicer to people, but not too nice if not they'll just take advantage of you hmph

.... I think that's it? Well I hope so cause that's quite abit of expectation.

Though, I hope that my family will be more fortunate this year and come up again.

Let's see where the Year of Snake takes us to.

A Goal

Well it's 2 am, and this , for me, is a usual time for random inspirational things to pop into my head.

Since I'm into fitness these pass few weeks, I have decided to make a fitness goal.

Which is:

10 perfect regular push ups to  be achieved by the end of February 2013

Not the ones that I usually do, where my knees touch the floor. No.

I'm going for the proper one.

This has a deeper meaning in it, which is an increase of upper body strength that I'll have to work for!

I can do this!

You're never a failure until you quit.

I'm proud to say after 2 weeks of blogilates cardio, I have successfully lost 1.5kg . I have about 8 kg more until my goal weight and I am very determined to do so!

To make this day heaps more exciting, it's The Walking Dead mid season 3 finale tonight! GAHHH feelings shall fly everywhere since the season will continue on Feb 10th next year (sob)

Got tidbits ready tonight such as golden oreos and japanese caramel corn hehe Gonna lay away from the set calories today xD

I don't know about you but... I'm so psyched about the next few weeks!

#DashingDecember

I woke up this morning to my annoying alarm from my phone. What time? Well I set it 9:30 am. And it's a Sunday. You might wonder why dis hoe is waking up considerably early for a lazy sunday. I guess I wanted to train myself not to sleep in? (tough luck) Especially when I slept at 3am earlier on .

I slowly propped myself up and instinctively reached to the nearest contraption that was less than an arm's length. My trusty macbook. aka Nick. I begun my routine by check social networking sites (ugh such a hoe) and lastly, I checked my email. The first message was from a seemingly trustworthy company telling me I'm one of the 20 winners to have won first prize! You see, I'm not one that has the luck of the irish, so "winning" has not become part of my vocabulary. Eyeing the email suspiciously, I decided not to venture into unchartered waters and straight to delete folder it went!

Now, the next email was something I was looking forward to. It was from Cassey Ho aka blogilates founder. It was the December workout calendar! I'm super determined to do this and I really do aim to have a toned body! I'll make sure to track my progress here, if anyone's interested. I went out in shorts yesterday and gosh damn, my legs felt... toner? As I passed by reflective surfaces of shop windows,  I could really see the difference!  I felt more confident. It really made my day. I'm still a long way from over, but I'm prepared to "train insane, or remain the same!"

The smell of bacon is beckoning me (time for some protein!) and I'm off to continue my Harvest Moon adventure.