Showing posts with label ambitions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ambitions. Show all posts

Sunday, 26 May 2013

Perseverance

Wow okay I just had a mind blank on how to spell perseverance!(It took me 5 times what even)

Anyways, we are progressing along with the year, since June is arriving in a few days time! Time really does fly. My Dad emailed me my letter of acceptance from Collingwood College (squeal) and I am so excited/nervous! I haven't been to school in like a year. I wonder how socially awkward I'll be... Otherwise, I am determined to do my best right through to when I finish my Year 12 exams! I need to score 99 or higher so I can get a scholarship to Melbourne Uni! Ganbatte! ("Do your best!") I will succeed to fullfil my dream of becoming a doctor!!

I wonder how I'll do with juggling school and 2 jobs. Challenge accepted. This means less time at obsessing over anime xD Some people do this anime as nonsense, but there's some that really relate to you and hits close to home. There's a few animes where I've cried my eyes out and laughed like there's no tomorrow. I don't know... it gives me comfort during these tough times. My most favourite animes have got to be: Fruits Basket [ ALL TIME FAVE THIS ONE MESSES WITH YOU EMOTIONALLY] - The manga and anime are both amazing.
  1. Ouran High School Host Club [You will basically laugh your ass off and your shipper heart will go cray] - This was one of the first anime I've watched and I LOVE IT. It's truly a must watch.
  2. Hakuoki [OKAY THIS ONE WILL MAKE YOUR HEART ACHE] - Ugh this show really makes you have all types of feels. Though it's quite a historical anime (we're talking about the samurai period here aka Shinsengumi), the story line is fabulous. It was originally an Otome game , but I do believe it appeals to all ages. It's reverse harem, so you know there's a few guys that one girl, but it's not too soppy but the budding feelings are really cute. BE WARNED THAT THERE ARE DEATH SCENES THAT WILL RIP YOUR HEART OUT. But really it's a must watch! There's 3 seasons plus 6 OVAs and I'm awaiting for the movie to come out in August 2013! Saitou Hajime is my love <3
  3. Kimi ni Todoke- The romance is very sweet and cute. The protagonist is an outcast because of the way she looks (They call here Sadako, from the ring, but her name's Sawako) but she's just an innocent, nice girl who wants to be accepted. Ofcourse, there's the nice popular guy who brings her out of her misery! There's 2 seasons and the third episode of the 1st season made be bawl lololol
These are just a few, I've also watched La Corda D'oro, Hiiro no Kakera, Special A, Kaichou wa Maid-sama! , Uta no Prince sama maji love 1000% /2000% etc.

I'm in the midst of watching Chihayafuru and it's so god damn good! I'm about to finish watching 1st season and then I'll be off to season 2! Watch it yo!

My job at the video rental store is fairly easy, just have to scan, sort dvds and serve customers using the cash register. Though sometimes I get jittery, like I panic because I'm handling money and the customers watching me! Gah! But I just have to get used to it ! One of managers is really nice to me and often teases me? But meh, it's a relax job!

My blogilates regime has been going good. My core is as strong as ever and I can do more than 10 proper push ups! I can feel the muscle growing! Hahah unfortunately it shows on the scale, I went from 64kg to 67kg! That's okay though, once the fat is gone, the scales will lower. I'm also feeling so much more fitter! Cassey (aka blogilates creator) recently blogged about doing a diet bet! POPsters have to put in $25 and if we lose 4% of our body weight from June 3-30 , we can get our $25 back plus the share of those who didn't meet the goal!  GONNA DO IT! :D

Oh! I also made a Savings Jar a few days ago and whatever goes inside will contribute to my end of Year 12 trip to Europe and Japan!! Can't stop the travel bug inside of me :3 Also will be using it for games (Hakuoki PSP game pls) , maybe a car, university stuff like books. So determined!

Off to do some sorting of documents now whilst I wait for my sis to bring back Gnocchi!~~~~~~

Sunday, 28 April 2013

Progress

Wow. April is ending in 2 days time. And it's going to be 5 months into 2013. Can I just say how fast this year is going? Like.... I'm going to be 17 soon!

Anyways, past few days, I haven't been eating clean (unfortunately) , and it doesn't help when your sister is a fan of unhealthy, oily foods. But this week, I'm going to eat less, but when I eat, it has to be clean, filling and healthy. Like, I feel kinda bloated and crummy on the inside right now . Sigh. Why the heck does unhealthiness taste so good?!

Hopefully this week there will be some light on my enrolment progress. If CLC doesn't accept me, then it's either Preston Girls' Secondary or Melbourne Girls' College. (I'm hoping for the latter)

I've been passing time by watching heaps of animes. I am assuming that many people are face palming at this. I don't know what it is, but watching anime just helps me relieve some stress. It takes me to a different world, much like reading books, and makes me laugh, cry or get frustrated at the same time. (Tumblr vocab: Feels) I should really be studying but I don't know where to start? I'm assuming I'll be okay when I do actually start school. I am determined. I need to work hard to regain all my unused brain cells (is that even right?)

My ambition still includes being a doctor.... but I do have some doubts. Like I am interested in the traveling or marine biology field... but I do want to help people. I do want to make a difference. But I somehow feel the pressure. Will I be able to make it to and through med school? Will I be the best in that department? Am I okay with the fact that someone will be willing to entrust their life to my hands?

It's kinda scary. BUT. I will not know if I don't try. I need to take risks in life. Or else it would be boring, no?